Author Event! Laura Lynne Jackson & Elise Loehnen
[0:00]And then the third part of your team of light is anybody you love who's crossed, including pets, and including ancestors, that you might not have met in the physical care, but very much watch over and guide you.
[0:14]So I just want everybody to know that you did not come alone, even if you think you did.
[0:19]So what was I like as a young child? How did I come to terms with my abilities and understand this? I write a lot about that in my first book, the light between that about my journey to come to terms with my abilities.
[0:30]I will tell you that I didn't know I was different. I thought everybody would feel whatever else was feeling. I would see people in colors and if somebody looked a little red that day, I knew to avoid them that they were maybe not in the best mood, but if they were blue, I knew I could just openly go be with that person because they were in a very beautiful, peaceful state.
[0:49]I just didn't know everybody else didn't experience that.
[0:52]And then when I was 11 years old, I had a download on I had a knowing that my grandfather who was so beloved and such a big figure in my childhood was going to die.
[1:05]I was in the swimming pool. It was a hot August day. My mother called out to say, I'm going to visit your grandfather. I'll be back later in the evening.
[1:12]And I was seized by this sense of just panic and absolute knowing that I needed to go there and be with him.
[1:19]And that panic didn't stop till I got there because I said, Mom, you have to wait for me. And she said to me, are you kidding me?
[1:25]This is the dog days of summer school starts in a week and a half. Why would you come? And I'm a half to come.
[1:30]So I didn't. I just spent the most magical day with him. We laughed and we talked and we told stories and it was time to leave. I said, I love you so much pop up.
[1:38]and I hugged him. And that was the last time I ever saw him alive. Two days later, he went to his doctor and got sent directly to the hospital for blood work.
[1:47]He had the cumin and crossed over to the other side within three weeks.
[1:51]In fact, then you couldn't visit an adult in the hospital if you were younger than 16. So my siblings and I couldn't go see him.
[1:58]And I remember being really haunted by that knowing because when I realized that happened to me in the pool that day was that I knew he was going to die and that's why I needed to go be with him.
[2:07]So I confessed to my mother and I said, I think something's really, really wrong with me. I think I'm cursed or I'm dark or I'm broken.
[2:15]You know, I felt so complicit with the force that Tolkien like I couldn't make sense of it. I loved him so much how could this be.
[2:22]And she said to me, and this is why I'm here tonight. It's because of what she said to me.
[2:27]And she said to me, Laura, no part of this dark or broken or cursed.
[2:33]This is just an extra ability you have and it's a beautiful part of you and you shouldn't be afraid of it.
[2:40]And then she told me that had one in her family for generations.
[2:44]So I felt like I was part of this club that I just didn't know if I wanted membership in and I had no idea what I'm supposed to do with this.
[2:51]But up until my mother, the way that it was embraced by her mother, her grandmother, it was something to not be spoken about and to kind of be ashamed of.
[3:03]When my aunt was 11 years old, the phone rang and she said to my grandmother, it's relatives from Germany calling to say that uncle Frederick died.
[3:13]She didn't even know she hadn't uncle by that name. My grandmother was the youngest of 10 children and all her relatives still lived in Germany.
[3:20]My grandmother slapped her across the face, picked up the phone and it was relatives in Germany calling to say that uncle had died.
[3:27]And my mother said we never spoke about it again. My grandmother, she would have dreams of people crossing before they did and it was just something you didn't talk about.
[3:34]But in that moment, my mother's love gave me permission to not be afraid of it and to figure out what it was and how it was meant to use it.
[3:43]I wish I could tell you that was an easy journey. I wish I could tell you like the next year I was like, I've got this, but I didn't.
[3:49]I didn't know how I was supposed to use it in my life or what role it was supposed to play. So it took me a while.
[3:55]And it was finally when I learned that, oh, I meant to use this to help other people connect that it all makes sense and led me here tonight with all of you.
[4:07]I'm glad you had the mother that you have.
[4:10]I know I always say I must have saved like a village of children in a past light and like, you know, sacrifice myself to get this mother.
[4:19]I think too many people don't know what it's like, don't aren't properly mirrored right or don't aren't received in the energy that they should ideally be received and by their parents as loving as we all are as parents. I'm also a parent.
[4:32]But okay, so you become a teacher. This is my favorite thing about Laura and what I think makes her so exceptional at what she does is that she was a high school teacher.
[4:43]And the first, what do you call that the first book of your life?
[4:47]The first day. I mean, you're still a teacher.
[4:50]Yeah, but as she transitioned as her, your gifts became, I don't even know if you would call them, would you call them overwhelming?
[4:57]I, that's how I am. Yeah, but the need to sort of.
[5:00]transition out of herding high school kids into herding up here, but one of your the best things about you and I say this and I realize I've had the privilege of experiencing Laura and she's very dear friend of mine and I can call her anytime, but I actually don't call her for psychic advice.
[5:22]Can you attest to that because her greatest your greatest close friends don't do it her greatest gift is teaching us that we don't need her and that yeah.
[5:32]And that's an incredible legacy so can you talk a bit about that transition from.
[5:41]What I can tell you is I think that there are times that we all get downwards that in just a moment we have this knowing and it might be a little thing about our life.
[5:50]Like should we go to that party on Saturday or it might be a really big thing like should we move leave this relationship brand or change careers.
[6:03]And what I can tell you is I love being a high school in this teacher so much I love that one day I went to Hall duty and I got a download that I was going to be writing a book that I was going to be doing this in the lab now I keep kept my my abilities under wraps.
[6:19]I had secretly tested for an organization called Forever Family Foundation helped people in great and I worked a lot helping parents with lost children.
[6:27]And I did it in secret and nobody was supposed to know about it and I used my middle name most of the time.
[6:33]And then somebody at my school found out because I was volunteering to do a grief event.
[6:39]And they're like, is this you we're going in the whole world language department's going.
[6:44]And so then I had to take this walk to the principal office and he's best what I did and she said carry on.
[6:50]Then I got that download and led me to write my first book.
[6:54]And then the moment I hit send to my editor on my first book I got a download for my second book signs.
[6:59]So I asked for an extension on a leave of absence and they said no.
[7:03]And I had to wait till I had my knowing and my knowing came and my knowing came after I went to sleep one night.
[7:08]I woke up with absolute clarity that I was still a teacher.
[7:12]But I was meant to teach this in the world that my classroom no longer would have four walls.
[7:17]But it would be so much more beautiful than I could imagine.
[7:21]And that's why I'm always telling people nobody ever needs a psychic medium to connect.
[7:25]I'm here maybe to model what's possible because I know this is a truth for me.
[7:30]It's a truth for you too.
[7:32]And I know you all have these abilities as well.
[7:35]For example, how many of you have ever had a dream visitation by somebody who's crossed to the other side that you love.
[7:42]Look around the room for a moment.
[7:44]You guys are all mediums.
[7:46]So you can't say you need a medium.
[7:50]These abilities we have there were just distance from them.
[7:54]I think the reason we are is because we get trained to reject them.
[7:58]You were born. You don't have language yet.
[8:00]You were reading energy.
[8:02]You were reading that love language.
[8:04]And then once you started kindergarten by the time you got to second grade,
[8:09]Jimmy had retrained all your brain waves.
[8:11]I work a lot with scientists who map my brain waves to figure out like,
[8:14]what am I doing when I'm in talking mode and then psychic or mediumship mode.
[8:18]And what they found is in talking mode.
[8:20]My brain looks mostly like all of yours.
[8:23]Which means 98% of our brain waves and our waking hours are exclusively in this frontal lobe of the brain that goes from here to here.
[8:32]That's it.
[8:33]The only time your brains typically in mind would normally go offline would be when we sleep, which is why we have these really powerful dream
[8:40]presentations or, you know, when people say let me sleep on it.
[8:43]That's a thing.
[8:44]When I go into psychic and mediumship mode, my frontal lobe brain with activity silences.
[8:51]It looks like I'm in a coma.
[8:53]Or a very deep meditation would be a nice way to say it.
[8:57]But I'm not.
[8:58]And all sorts of my brain waves are lighting up.
[9:01]Why am I telling you this?
[9:03]Because this frontal lobe is what the meditation meditation teachers call the monkey mind because the chatter is constantly.
[9:08]So it's not the source of our consciousness.
[9:11]It's actually a dunce cap.
[9:13]It's keeping us from remembering where our true home is, which is the other side.
[9:17]It's keeping us from remembering that we are all part of the same whole.
[9:21]We are all part of each other's journeys.
[9:23]Do there's actually a part of your frontal lobe that can charge of that?
[9:26]It's on the front right.
[9:28]It creates this force field and this is what it tells your consciousness.
[9:32]Your view and that person is that person and your separate being separate.
[9:37]And you know when I read, not only does my frontal lobe silence,
[9:40]the very first thing that happens is that force field goes offline.
[9:43]And so the very first thing I embrace is that I am not separate from anyone.
[9:48]And I think that truly is the truth of our existence.
[9:51]We matter more to each other than you can tell them.
[9:54]And I'm going to tell you this too.
[9:56]And my guides told me to tell you all this.
[9:58]Every person in this room has saved us.
[10:00]at least one person's life. You might not know when. You might have saved way more than
[10:06]one. Most of us won't get to recognize that or realize that till we cross over and we do
[10:10]what's called a life review. And in a life review, in a millisecond, you're made to understand
[10:16]your entire life again, like, relive it, but you also relive it from the perspective of
[10:20]how you made others feel and whose lives you affected in what ways. I know that some
[10:25]bankers, right, because we're in linear time here, times like a canvas here, but it's not
[10:29]like that over there. And when you no longer have a physical body, what separates you from
[10:35]someone else's experiences? When we're light and reaching again, and that's what we're made of,
[10:39]you can do a deep dive on this. Go look at the quantum, like physics of this. We're physical bodies,
[10:46]right? You're not solid right now. Your chairs aren't solid. We're just really fast vibrating
[10:50]atoms that are pretending we're solid. When you break down our physical bodies into organs, into
[10:55]cells, into atoms, you break those down into electrons, protons, neutrons, you break those down
[10:59]further. What are we? We are light. And what scientists look at is what I like to refer to as the
[11:06]fingerprint of God with things, which is when things should be headed towards entropy and chaos,
[11:12]but all of a sudden, they start forming patterns and organization. And that's what light does,
[11:18]and then it forms into atoms and body parts and you, but you're light. We're all interconnected.
[11:24]So nothing truly separates you from your team of light and those you love on the other side.
[11:28]And when we open our minds and our hearts to this truth, things shift, but you have to
[11:35]jailbreak that monkey mind, because in kindergarten, first and second grade, you got retrained
[11:39]from using all different parts of your brain to just this. So what happened? We get a sign, right?
[11:45]We ask for a sign, we get it, and we say, can you just send me one more sign?
[11:50]Then we get the second sign. And we're like, just one more. One more, I will never adapt this again,
[11:59]and then we get the third sign and we're so happy for a week. And then we're like, can you send
[12:03]me a sign so that I know that third sign was a sign? What's going on there? Your monkey mind is
[12:09]getting an a wrestling match with the spiritual why? Because we are based in a materialistic paradigm
[12:14]of belief here. And so this part of you wants to reject anything spiritual,
[12:19]anything that has to do with unseen energy, interconnection, all of that. So it's a struggle.
[12:25]But you will have that ability. What are some ways you can open to it a little more?
[12:30]Well, you're automatically doing it sometimes when you take a shower, you get your monkey mind gets
[12:35]very distracted, which I'm pretty well. That has anybody ever gotten a download in the shower?
[12:40]Oh, I see a lot of people saying, yeah, right? When you're driving, you're distracted,
[12:45]you're focusing on things. You might get downloads then. When you go for a walk in nature,
[12:50]it's one of the greatest ways you can open your energy to get information and downloads.
[12:55]Right? When we pray, we're directing our thoughts to the other side. And it is always
[12:59]received and it is always heard. But when we open ourselves, we can hear back. And I think that's
[13:04]such a beautiful thing. Beautiful. You mentioned signs. And you mentioned this idea of services
[13:12]that we do in the world that we're not necessarily conscious of. And you also, I think,
[13:16]through all of your books and definitely unguided, it's about following the breadcrumbs that we
[13:21]are putting out for each other. So you can talk a bit about, I think, I don't know if you all feel
[13:27]at this particular moment overwhelmed by what's happening in the world and nothing matters.
[13:34]So can you talk a bit about how much it actually does matter and the way that we can
[13:42]both recognize signs and be signs? Yeah, I'll share with you my team of writers share with me,
[13:48]because I think it's really easy when we're here in this world, this materialistic paradigm of
[13:53]belief to think we're very isolated and alone. And they also feel very disempowered. Maybe feel like
[13:59]what can I do to shift the world? Like the darkness is overwhelming or I can't help or I can't do
[14:05]this. But what I do know is that the butterfly effect is very real. Now, you might be familiar with
[14:11]that. But that's the idea that a small act by one person can have huge rippling,
[14:18]rich and beautiful consequences in the world. And my guides taught me this a long time ago.
[14:23]And here's how they showed it to me. They told me this. They said, smiling at a stranger in the
[14:28]New York on a Monday, I'm coffee shop, will save a person's life in Africa on that Friday.
[14:35]Now, I don't know how that only makes sense, but I know they're sharing with me. It does.
[14:40]And so one of the things that they've told me in the last year or so is that it's so important to
[14:46]the way I would phrase it would be like, tend our gardens of light, which means whatever you can do
[14:52]and wherever your reaches at that moment to it. And if that means, if you're feeling depleted that day,
[14:59]you're struggling.
[15:00]with the darkness and all you can do is smile at a stranger, do it. Trust your
[15:05]pulls too. Trust when you feel like you should go say something to somebody in a
[15:08]nice way or do something kind. Every single thought we have either puts more
[15:14]light or more darkness in the world. There is no in between. So wait a minute,
[15:20]what do we do when we start having negative thoughts ourselves? Because if you
[15:24]haven't noticed the subtext that our little monkey mind tells us not so nice,
[15:29]at all. Oftentimes really mean to us as well. Well, we've got to catch it, right?
[15:34]It's an awareness. And the moment we realize, whoops, that's really negative,
[15:39]we talk over it in our thoughts. And here's the great part. You don't have to believe
[15:42]it. You just have to talk over it and we'll trick your little monkey mind.
[15:45]So let's say you wake up and you're like, oh, God today is going to be
[15:48]awful. First of all, it's pouring right now. And second of all, I have four meetings,
[15:53]especially once Sheila, you know, I have to talk to her shift on there are stops.
[15:58]And then oh my gosh, and then I have to go like one for errands and I bring my
[16:02]kid to soccer practice. And you have now programmed your day to be awful. All you
[16:07]need to do is catch yourself and be like, wait a minute, wait a minute. Nope. Today is
[16:11]a gift being here on earth as a gift. And I am so excited to see how my team of
[16:16]light is going to lead me and guide me to the people, to the experiences, to the
[16:22]moments that I am meant to have. And I'm opening my heart and my mind to embrace
[16:27]that. Guess what you've just only programmed your whole day. You've now put light
[16:31]into the world. So the real important step is catching yourself when you get
[16:35]negative. Do not underestimate what that can lead to in this world. You are more
[16:41]powerful than you could ever imagine. Yeah, I want to believe, I guess I do
[16:48]believe that metaphysically, the presence of so much darkness means that there is
[16:52]an opposite amount of light. And that we are actually, because consciousness is
[16:57]raising, that we are more equipped to deal with it metabolize it and embrace it and
[17:02]integrate it, then maybe we ever have done. So that, I mean, that's an optimistic
[17:09]spin, right? All right, let's talk about science. And let's talk about
[17:14]communing. And I think there's sort of a variety of science. And this book takes
[17:18]it further than science, which I also love. But that's this idea of like, how do you
[17:22]start a conversation with someone who's passed or your spirit guides, right? How do
[17:26]you create a language where they can make themselves known? And then guided is
[17:32]really, how do you sort of use synchronicity and start talking to the universe in a
[17:38]way that actually maybe leads you forward? Do you think that's there? Yeah, I think, I
[17:43]had no idea I was writing free books when I got that download. I think I
[17:47]would've been very overwhelmed, but I see now hindsight is 2020, right? I see
[17:50]what my team like did here. And that's what, here's what they did. The light
[17:55]between us is me modeling what's possible. The same way I used to model in the
[17:59]high school English classroom, like here's what can be achieved. Now you go
[18:02]learn it and you go teach and you go do it and then you own it, right? So it's
[18:05]modeling. This is possible. If it's possible for me, it's possible for you. What
[18:09]it really attempted to do was get over the fear and the stigma of it as well.
[18:14]You know, when I first came out with a book, I put a big bullseye on my head to be
[18:17]ridiculed, right? In academia, we don't talk about these things. You know, so it's, and it's
[18:23]trusting that you have these abilities, right? So first we have to conquer the
[18:26]sphere because then the light between us talks about the beautiful lessons I
[18:30]learned on my journey that are lessons for us all. Sometimes it's more like
[18:34]enough about me. This is about you. This is how to conquer the doubt. Create a language of
[18:40]science. I'm going to talk about that in one moment, but I want to tell you that
[18:44]guided is what happens when you have conquered the fear and you have conquered the doubt.
[18:50]That's when the magic happens. So let's talk a little bit about science too.
[18:55]I think our teams of light, our loved ones on the other side are constantly
[18:58]sending us signs, right? The moment they cross, they want to let you know they're
[19:02]a very alive in consciousness and very present with you. Their love for you has not ended
[19:08]or gone anywhere. It gets stronger. Death is a doorway. It's not a dead end. And what's more
[19:13]a relationship that we're sometimes complicated in the here and now? Heal. I can't tell you
[19:19]how many readings I do with the very first thing. A loved one on the other side wants to do is
[19:22]apologize and ask them forgiveness. But I'm going to tell you something else. You don't need
[19:26]me to have that happen. If you have somebody on the other side that you either feel like you need
[19:31]forgiveness from or they need forgiveness from you, all you need to do is direct your thoughts.
[19:36]One hundred percent of the time it will be heard and forgiveness is always granted. That's just
[19:42]the currency there. So please know that. But they want you to know that very alive and present
[19:47]in energetically in your life. So a lot of times they will put coins in your path,
[19:51]like when we leave our bodies and we're light energy, it's easy for us to manipulate small metallic
[19:56]objects. Many times nickels pick it up if you have a sense.
[20:00]of somebody around and you find a coin, look at the dates,
[20:02]and hence there's a second message in it.
[20:04]They love to mess with electrical devices.
[20:07]So anything from turning the lights on and off,
[20:08]messing with your computer,
[20:09]to now that we're in the day and age of cell phones,
[20:12]pay attention when you're texting
[20:14]and the words change in the box, right?
[20:16]Or like you get phone calls
[20:18]that you can't call somebody back from, right?
[20:21]They love doing that.
[20:22]And then they love sending creatures
[20:23]that navigate our world using an electrical,
[20:25]magnetic field, so I think it's very easy for them
[20:28]to steer them into our paths.
[20:30]So birds of all the types name it,
[20:32]like hummingbirds, cardinals, eagles, owls,
[20:35]you name it, lots of birds.
[20:37]Dragonflies, ladybuds, deer, fox, bats, you name it.
[20:43]The law says then, look alike sometimes,
[20:44]does that ever happen to you?
[20:45]When this person swim lines, you have your loved one,
[20:48]they'll send their names, their initials,
[20:50]they'll put things in their social media feeds,
[20:53]they love using that, things they were known for,
[20:55]or things that will remind you of them.
[20:57]But at any time, we get to co-create that language.
[21:00]And that's when it gets really fun.
[21:01]And if you haven't done that,
[21:03]I'm gonna give you this assignment right now, okay?
[21:05]You could just think it, or you could write it
[21:07]into a little note section of your phone,
[21:09]but we're gonna couple of four different ways
[21:11]that you can ask your team of light
[21:12]to show you their present.
[21:13]And you can ask this of a specific person
[21:15]on your team of light, or the whole Chabang grad,
[21:19]your spirit guides, anybody who's crossed.
[21:22]The first thing you're gonna do
[21:23]is come up with a creature,
[21:25]but you can't make it normal, why?
[21:27]Because the minute you get it,
[21:27]your monkey mind's gonna be like an elephant,
[21:29]that's everywhere.
[21:31]So you gotta make it like a purple elephant,
[21:32]or you gotta make it like a platypus,
[21:34]something you're not gonna get.
[21:34]You're gonna make it a giraffe with a red bow.
[21:36]You gotta change it up a little, okay?
[21:39]Next thing you're gonna do is you're going to think
[21:41]of a number of sequence you want.
[21:43]Some of you might have noticed you already have
[21:45]a number that comes to you a lot.
[21:46]How many people are you gonna have that?
[21:48]Oh, that's like almost every hand, yeah.
[21:50]So that's great, you're gonna pick a new one, right?
[21:54]And it can be date that's important,
[21:55]or something that pops into your mind.
[21:57]Then you're gonna pick a phrase,
[21:59]it could be something from when you were younger,
[22:00]then that was meaningful or something you just think of now.
[22:03]And then you're gonna pick a song.
[22:05]I'm gonna write these things down at some point
[22:07]in your notes section or long hand,
[22:08]however you want to type that,
[22:09]however you want to do it, why?
[22:11]Because when you get it, what's gonna happen?
[22:13]Your monkey mind's gonna tell you it's a coincidence.
[22:15]You're gonna be like, did I even really ask for that one?
[22:17]I can't remember, but oh, look, I haven't written.
[22:19]And then you can start writing down
[22:21]all the times you get it.
[22:22]And then your monkey mind's gonna have to sit down
[22:24]and be quiet because it's so often, right?
[22:27]So when we have mastered that,
[22:30]when we have this trust that we are so beloved,
[22:34]we are so supported,
[22:35]even when we're going through the hard stuff,
[22:37]even when we're going through the darkness,
[22:40]if we have that knowing that we are not alone,
[22:43]it can transform the journey.
[22:45]And I promise you, each and every one of you,
[22:48]we are never alone.
[22:50]You are more love than you could ever fathom.
[22:54]And you matter more to the fabric of light energy
[22:58]and the journey that we're all on than you can manage.
[23:01]Like even think of, pay attention to
[23:05]after you leave here tonight.
[23:06]There have been studies done by researchers
[23:09]when like-minded individuals who have an openness
[23:12]to these ideas come together,
[23:14]when you leave, all sorts of magical things happen.
[23:18]You might get download, you might get,
[23:19]no links, you might set all these synchronous days,
[23:21]signs might happen.
[23:22]So please, they open and pay attention as you move forward.
[23:26]When you've embraced this, you're living a guided life.
[23:28]A lot of you are ready.
[23:30]You know, maybe you didn't think about that,
[23:31]but you are and it's beautiful.
[23:33]Because if you're living a guided life,
[23:34]you're helping everyone rise, not just yourself.
[23:39]Hmm, it's beautiful.
[23:41]So, so, I don't know if you guys know the work
[23:43]of Lisa Miller.
[23:44]Do you know Lisa Miller, if you guys met,
[23:46]she said of clinical psychologist,
[23:47]you must know Lisa Miller.
[23:49]Yeah, Columbia.
[23:50]She wrote this book called The Awakened Brain.
[23:52]And it's research that needs to be much more well-known
[23:56]because essentially it's about how
[23:59]any spiritual understanding is a massive prophylactic.
[24:02]It's incredibly protective against anxiety
[24:05]and mental health, mental disease, depression, et cetera.
[24:10]And I feel like everything that you offer,
[24:13]because I remember I've had a significant person
[24:15]in my life pass and in the aftermath,
[24:18]meeting, I mean, we have a wild story.
[24:21]But the universe connects in that universe and actually that's,
[24:25]but after, I remember people being like,
[24:27]aren't you delusional?
[24:28]And I was like, I don't care.
[24:30]I feel so much better.
[24:32]And this is giving me a new,
[24:35]completely, it turned my whole world upside down
[24:37]in a way that sort of reorganized my life.
[24:40]And I think safe, safe to me from...
[24:42]Well, I like that you're bringing that up
[24:43]that people said that to you, right?
[24:45]Because I think the fear around this
[24:47]is that you're going to be a fool, right?
[24:49]You're going to be a ridicule.
[24:50]So many times when my first book came out,
[24:52]people would come up to me and the one thing
[24:53]they'd want to tell me was this,
[24:54]it would start the same way they would say this.
[24:57]I've never told this to anyone before much.
[25:00]And then they would go on to tell me the most beautiful, loving story of connection with the other side.
[25:07]And I'm like, you need to go tell everybody this.
[25:10]So part of my mission is mainstreaming us too.
[25:13]I want to have thoughtful academic, like, we're happy.
[25:16]We shouldn't about this.
[25:18]Not pretty, right?
[25:19]Very grounded in reality.
[25:20]Yeah.
[25:21]And I think that there's even research that when you start to know the same synchronicity,
[25:25]whether word for signs.
[25:26]But when you start recording it, talking about it, sharing it, that the synchronicity just ramps.
[25:31]Like, yeah, that's what I was just saying.
[25:33]Like, as you open your mind and you share that, it increases 100%.
[25:37]It's so fun.
[25:38]Like, all day.
[25:39]I'm like, wow.
[25:40]Wow.
[25:42]Wild.
[25:45]Do we, where are we doing on time in terms of questions?
[25:48]We're good.
[25:49]Okay.
[25:50]What, what do people, what's the biggest message that people, when people have crossed?
[25:56]What's the biggest message that they share?
[25:58]That it is all about love.
[25:59]The things that were so extraordinary, extraordinarily painful to us that we just could never make
[26:05]sense of in the here and now that it's all about love.
[26:08]But here's the thing.
[26:09]It's not just about your own myopic view of your life and what you think you did and what
[26:15]you think or successes or failures or what you think is going on.
[26:17]It's about a collective lesson in love.
[26:20]So it's about how you and everybody you connected to in whatever way we're learning this lesson
[26:27]in love.
[26:28]And there are people who come here who say, I won't be here for this longer time.
[26:34]But my crossing is going to bring out so much love in others.
[26:40]And you know, what I can tell you is it's, I've stopped trying to make sense of certain
[26:45]things here.
[26:46]When a child crosses, you can never, never make sense of that.
[26:52]There's just no way.
[26:53]I can only share what they tell me from the other side.
[26:57]And what they tell me every time is it is somehow in some way about love.
[27:03]And I trust that.
[27:04]And I hold on to that.
[27:06]And I know that everyone here has children on the other side, loved ones on the other side.
[27:13]You are guided.
[27:14]They guided you here.
[27:16]They guided you to have love surrounding you and have a support system and experience what that feels like.
[27:24]And they're guiding you into a language with them so that you know that they're right there with you.
[27:32]One of my favorite things about knowing a lot of psychic mediums is they love to get together.
[27:37]What's that called?
[27:38]It's like a gaggle of psychic medium.
[27:41]And read for each other.
[27:43]And it's the best thing I've ever seen.
[27:45]It should be TV show.
[27:47]And one of the one of Laura's friends is Laura Day and another psychic medium.
[27:51]And she was sharing the story and curious about your perspective.
[27:54]When her mom died, her mom passed by suicide, she never came to her.
[28:00]And it wasn't until, do you remember the story?
[28:02]It was like 15 years later or something.
[28:05]Laura was happy and married and driving across country and she looked over and her mom was there.
[28:10]And she was like, how could you abandon me twice?
[28:13]And her mom said, I couldn't come to you until I knew you had creeped me.
[28:17]And I think about that story all the time.
[28:21]And is there a reason?
[28:23]Is that a reason why someone might feel abandoned?
[28:26]I can't speak to that because I didn't have that experience.
[28:30]I've never had that.
[28:32]I've not seen or spoken to someone on the other side who would have said I would have stayed away because of this.
[28:37]So I can't speak to her experience.
[28:39]Yeah.
[28:40]What happened there, but that's not anything that I'm familiar with.
[28:43]So when you read, when you read generally people or do encounter people who are like, I've never gotten the sign.
[28:49]No.
[28:50]No.
[28:51]No.
[28:52]Really?
[28:53]No.
[28:54]Really?
[28:55]No.
[28:56]Really?
[28:57]No.
[28:58]I didn't.
[28:59]I didn't believe it.
[29:00]Right.
[29:01]Yeah.
[29:02]Where they've had a dream, but they just needed validation of it.
[29:04]So I feel like a lot of people want to speak to me so that I'll validate it for them.
[29:08]And I'm like, you don't need me.
[29:10]Here's the truth.
[29:11]You have a moment where you think, oh my gosh.
[29:14]Is that a sign?
[29:15]You've just jill broken your monkey brain.
[29:18]Your spiritual came out into absolutely a sign.
[29:21]You don't need to ask me or anyone else.
[29:22]If you had that moment of like, that's the assignment.
[29:25]It is.
[29:26]It 100% is.
[29:27]And you can ask for more if you want to validate it.
[29:30]And you'll get it.
[29:31]But it's a sign.
[29:32]Absolutely.
[29:33]Yeah.
[29:34]So there's never any time when someone might be blocked.
[29:37]They just, oh no grief can block.
[29:39]Okay.
[29:40]I feel like, you know when you go to the dentist and you get an overcan and you're like,
[29:43]I know I have a lot of mouse hair but I can't feel it.
[29:46]The other side has told me that grief can kind of block us.
[29:49]And they'll be times when they, their energy comes around loved ones here.
[29:54]And their loved ones will feel it and they'll grieve harder because of it.
[29:58]Because it's such a new relationship.
[30:00]the person will want to hug them and they'll feel the loss and so then they
[30:04]have to like kind of do certain things you know like to help support them
[30:09]but I think they're just always invested in helping us on our great
[30:14]journeys always always always yeah and if we don't feel them and maybe we're in
[30:19]that kind of no-vacane you know and grief is such a long and winding road I
[30:23]feel like you know it doesn't matter if you've lost somebody ten days ago or
[30:27]ten years ago it can just overwhelm you in a moment out of the blue but
[30:32]what that really is about is love yeah that's love now there's a fishing line I
[30:37]feel like between us and our loved ones we tug on it they feel it they
[30:40]tug on it we feel it it's ever there so I pull up that court of light
[30:43]so Laura I once made you predictive of winner of the Super Bowl I don't know
[30:47]hear them remember that she was right but do you I don't care about
[31:00]sport but do you when you think about sort of this moment in time do you
[31:09]and you look out do you have any thoughts about what's happening or what's
[31:13]gonna come do you have any prediction I think we're in a time of like
[31:18]you ever look out the night sky and when your your vision focuses all of
[31:23]sudden you realize there's so many stars there like whoa but you didn't see
[31:27]them at first that's the time we're in right now I think we're in a time of
[31:31]great transition and I think that if there's so much hope in it and there's so
[31:37]much of like shedding of a little old ideology but it's a bit of a knock down
[31:42]wrestling match right now that's what's going on but you matter and your
[31:46]thoughts matter what I'm gonna tell you absolutely I've it looked at the next
[31:50]Super Bowl or any what I'm trying to think of like a positive prediction that
[31:56]I would ask you about but I can't think of fun do we want do we want to go to
[32:02]question I know I feel like you guys probably have better questions than I do
[32:08]yeah yeah yeah yeah
[32:22]we've beyond on Instagram so I think you know my story I lost my parents
[32:29]a day and hardly after day died I was able to hear their voices like at
[32:37]random times and I want to know like is that considered where audience yeah
[32:43]let's talk about the first question that's such a great question let's talk
[32:47]about how your team of light will get through to you too talk about our psychic
[32:50]toolbox that you had and then distance yourself from when you started
[32:54]formal schooling so what you're talking about is when you hear either a
[32:58]thought or a loved one's voice who is in here come in like not booming on the
[33:03]outside like it's coming in or right to you that's something called clear
[33:07]audience their audience simply means clear hearing and it's a way that our
[33:11]team of light communicates with us and I will tell you that it's one of the
[33:16]more rarer ones but when you have the experience what will typically happen is
[33:20]you'll show it away like a little like that why because it's so not normal right
[33:26]we're not used to that so we kind of dismiss it or we ignore it I love that
[33:31]it was in their voices so you would know because they're looking to get
[33:34]through to you in any way you can and we all have different abilities there's
[33:37]four players I'm going to tell you about all of them but Chloe needs is one of
[33:40]them and you're probably very pronounced in that so it was their way to come
[33:43]through to you super fast and get you to hear that might another one is
[33:48]curb once and that's what we're talking about we're talking about sleeping and
[33:51]dreaming at night nobody talks about how weird that is our physical eyes are closed
[33:55]and we're seeing stuff that's your psychic vision what some people
[33:59]refer to as a third eye can play out in all sorts of ways but oftentimes in
[34:03]the dream state I've also heard that when people do yoga it kind of opens that
[34:08]up they might get like visions I am very corvoite when I read I get an
[34:12]inner screen I see everything on my inner screen so some people say like oh
[34:16]that's your mind's eye you might have that too honor it then there's clear
[34:20]cognizance how many people in here have friends or family that say this to
[34:24]are you ready you get such great advice raise your hands yeah those are my
[34:28]super far comments and people why because you're getting downloads for
[34:33]them Clark Honda since means clear knowing it's when you just know something you
[34:36]know something and I'll answer your being but you have no way you can explain how
[34:39]you know it and it might be to not take your normal route home go the long way
[34:42]that day only to find out that road was closed or there was an accident it
[34:47]might be like go across the room and say how did that person because they're
[34:49]going to be important in your life and you don't know what to do but you go do
[34:53]that and they are right where cognizance is really it's just a state of
[34:58]openness where we get these knowing
[35:00]And a lot of people do it without realizing it and the way that they're doing it is
[35:04]they're using it for friends and families and they kind of like tune in and they just
[35:07]have a knowing like I think you should do this.
[35:09]I think you should do that.
[35:10]So you're getting told that you give really good advice.
[35:12]And then the last one is clear scent against and it means clear feeling.
[35:16]And it takes place right around our belly button and our solar plexus area.
[35:19]It's where we read energy from.
[35:22]And this means the energy of people, the energy of places, like if you just get quiet
[35:26]in yourself and feel the energy in this room, it's distinct and it's all collective
[35:32]because of that.
[35:33]But people who are very cresentient when they meet people for the first time, they
[35:37]won't just meet them in the 3D for me for energy.
[35:39]Then they'll either have like a neutral response like two ships passing in the night, no
[35:43]big deal.
[35:45]Sometimes you'll have an allergic reaction where you're like nails on a blackboard, not
[35:49]my cup of teeth, not nicely about judgment as it is just like not on my highest path
[35:53]to know this person.
[35:55]And then every now and then, and I can guarantee you this has happened to you, you have
[36:01]just this magnet pulled to someone, you're like, I know I just met you, but I know you.
[36:07]Or you're like, that person, I meant to know that this is made for some awkward situation
[36:13]in my own life, especially when I was 12 years old in the art room and I looked across
[36:18]the art room and I saw this growing blend.
[36:20]She was not friendly.
[36:21]I had this instant pole and knowing that we were just going to be best friends.
[36:26]So what did I do?
[36:27]I marched over there, interrupted her friend with her conversation with her best friend
[36:32]Marjorie at the time.
[36:33]I was like, hi, I'm Laura and we're going to be friends and she's like, who are you?
[36:36]And do you know she's one of my best friends?
[36:39]I do that in my life.
[36:42]I encourage you to as well.
[36:44]But that's clresentient.
[36:46]The highest form of that is being an impact.
[36:48]And I think we have a lot of empaths in here and an empath.
[36:50]Not only can feel someone's energy to actually experience the other person's feelings
[36:55]as if they're your own and that he got really overwhelming and confusing.
[37:00]So if that's happened to you in the past, here's what you do.
[37:04]You ask your team of light to help specifically your spirit guides.
[37:08]What I did long ago is I made my spirit guides, my virtual bouncers.
[37:13]I said, you guys, you have carte launch?
[37:16]No, who to let in?
[37:17]No, who to keep up?
[37:18]No one to open me up?
[37:19]No one to shut me down?
[37:20]You do it.
[37:21]Don't have to check in with me.
[37:22]I encourage every single person to give that thought to your spirit guides right now.
[37:28]You don't have to believe me, just try it.
[37:29]It really works.
[37:30]But they'll help you understand when feelings aren't your own.
[37:34]Right?
[37:35]A really easy technique you can do too is a little bit of breathwork and a little bit of
[37:40]white lighting, I call it.
[37:41]So anytime we breathe, we reset the three way triangle that we have, which is a spirit
[37:46]virtual light energy in this physical body.
[37:47]And then the third part are free will, right?
[37:50]It's breathing in through your nose and out through your mouth slowly and fully three times
[37:53]we'll reset you.
[37:54]And then I always say picture this beautiful sparkling white lake of energy above you.
[37:58]Let it come down over your head like a shower and go into the ground.
[38:01]That will give you a sense of your own energy.
[38:03]Also, if you do this right now, some of you might actually feel your energy.
[38:10]It might feel like pulsing, like taffy, like heat, like a little thingy.
[38:16]That's your energy field.
[38:17]So that's another just way to understand your connection to others in feeling or energy.
[38:24]Like there's a collective energy we just formed.
[38:26]So that's your second toolbox.
[38:28]Great question.
[38:29]Good job.
[38:30]Absolutely our Claire one thing on this that I think is important because you talked about
[38:36]feeling and a lot of us have feelings about information.
[38:39]And I'm many of us, you think you're getting a hit and you have a lot of feelings about
[38:43]it.
[38:44]It's very helpful in my life in terms of saying, like if you have a feeling about it,
[38:49]it's not a hit.
[38:50]Oh, how to tell your work about it is a different way to enjoy it.
[38:54]Like when we are anxiety and we start thinking that we have this feeling that my child
[38:58]is for the core cognizant stuff.
[39:00]So yeah, oftentimes we vomit up anxiety from our monkey mind and think, oh my god, this
[39:05]must be our premonition.
[39:08]When you get annoying from the other side, it will always come to you and you try and
[39:13]then you'll react.
[39:15]It might be annoying like you're getting too flat tires tomorrow.
[39:18]And then you're like, oh no, or it might be like, oh, you're going to win like $10,000
[39:24]on a scratch off tomorrow.
[39:25]And then you're like, yeah, I'll give you an example for my own life years ago.
[39:29]My fun was mine.
[39:30]I was sitting in my kitchen table just like getting ready, you know, for the evening.
[39:35]And I got this down well, this knowing and it comes in like this, came in clearly, right?
[39:42]It said this, it's like so wonderful that none of your children have ever broken any
[39:47]bones.
[39:48]And it just came in like super neutral and I was like, oh yeah, that's nice and I was like,
[39:51]wait a minute.
[39:54]But it didn't have any negativity attached next day was feel day, nothing dangerous going
[39:59]on.
[40:00]he goes to throw an inflatable little basketball and then a flable little thing chips over his own two
[40:04]feet and breaks his elbow. Why did that help me? I was like, this was just meant to happen for
[40:09]whatever reason that I can't understand right now, but it's okay, but it came so neutrally. So that's
[40:15]a really important thing. If you're having panicked anxiety thoughts about something, that's coming
[40:21]from you, not from your intuition. Yeah. I had a question just you touched on maybe in a previous
[40:30]you did something to earn them on your gosh, so I wanted to hear your pig on karma. That's a really,
[40:36]so that's a very interesting question and I don't know that I'm going to be the authority on this,
[40:41]right? I could just tell you what the other side has told me. Maybe I need to do a little bit more
[40:45]questioning for them, but they told me that Earth is a school that we learned when we come back with
[40:51]soul groups, right? And most of us will have more than one existence. Here's where it gets a little bit,
[40:56]my brain goes in my practice. Why are you ready? Everything's happening all at once. We're
[41:02]always really on the other side. There is no loss. So our soul essence is always on the other side and
[41:08]then kind of like virtual reality beams down here into these other lives that are kind of like,
[41:13]you know what a mate may cool is? It has strings and like it's like that, but it's all at once.
[41:18]Now here's how quantum physics backs this up. We know that the past affects the future,
[41:22]but about seven years ago, it's called barrier of retro causality. They prove that the future
[41:27]actually affects the past, which is bonkers, but it lines up with this idea that everything's actually
[41:34]all at once. So what does that mean? Here's the question I get from people. What if I get there
[41:40]and my loved ones reincarnated and I like, what am I going to get? That never happens because our
[41:44]soul essence is always there, always. So I'm joking around about that with my mom, but like,
[41:50]maybe it's true. I think that what we do matters in ways we can understand to our own spiritual
[42:00]journeys, to the collective spiritual journey, to maybe like an ancestral spiritual journey. Like
[42:05]when you start looking into epigenetics and cellular memory and like trauma being handed down,
[42:10]it's fascinating. So I think what we can do even if we don't understand it fully is we can choose
[42:17]love because what happens is every choice we have here goes in one of two directions. Be your path
[42:22]or love. Notice I didn't say hate pack because hate is a byproduct of fear. So if you ever
[42:28]confused like, what do I do right now? What do I do here? Choose love. I will tell you our
[42:34]true currency I've been told is forgiveness, gratitude, empathy, and love. And if you're
[42:41]guided by those four things, you will always find your highest path and you will always be bringing
[42:46]like not only to your own existence now, but who knows? Like maybe a different you in a different
[42:52]timeline or maybe you're healing ancestors that you didn't even know you're doing that or whatever
[42:57]it might be. So it's like, it are on the side of love. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. I lost my son
[43:06]all the time. That's my last work to a motorcycle accident. But he's very close. So he comes to me all the
[43:16]time. And he told me that he has already been crying twice and he's only been crying on birth.
[43:26]And that I was wondering is it maybe that we're all just one soul with different human life experiences.
[43:34]Yeah. So what they showed me, and again, they're going to show me in ways that my little brain will
[43:39]be able to understand it, right? And so when I asked this question one girl, they're like,
[43:44]hello, we're going to try to explain this to you. But I just want you to understand like,
[43:48]this would be like you trying to explain algebra to your dog. And I was like, gotcha, but try to get
[43:53]me to understand it. And they said, okay, we're going to take this plate and we're going to smash
[43:58]it into a million pieces. But all those pieces are part of the plate. And so what I always say
[44:03]is we're all different leads, under different branches of the same trait. We could not be separate
[44:08]from anybody ever. And that includes anybody we love who's no longer in a physical body.
[44:14]I just think we can't really understand it because monkey minds and bounce cap.
[44:20]Yeah.
[44:23]Even though you have this gift floor, so prominent, do you believe like the rest of us?
[44:29]100% and I will tell you it has made my grief journey so different. So my father crossed in 2016.
[44:36]And I remember thinking like, whoa, what is this going to be like for me? This is really going to
[44:41]test everything. I feel I know about the other side. It made my grief journey so powerful and
[44:50]beautiful. And a great part of that was how my family were, we were all connected and grieving
[44:59]together.
[45:00]and sharing like these unbelievable signs we were getting real time when we were spread
[45:04]out across the country. And it strengthened and deepened my understanding of how important
[45:13]speaking about this work in the world is, modeling it and encouraging people to open that door within
[45:21]themselves because it's there. So of course I grew the physical and I understand that. We all want
[45:29]to have tangible. We want to hog our loved ones. We want to hear their voices. It's frustrating
[45:34]to be like this kind of sucks. The new rules are I have to talk to you through signs. I have to like
[45:41]dream. But yeah, because if you're here on earth, that's not a punishment. You're here because you
[45:46]matter. You hear because your soul is so important to the light and the fabric and the energy that's
[45:53]here. And you hear because before you came here, you knew there was a happy ending. You knew
[45:57]could be reunited. You knew this was just a virtual reality. But again, I think sometimes we set
[46:02]things up and there is pretty well. So what other people do we're going to affect your journey and your
[46:07]path too? We're all intertwined. But I think my grief journey has been like how I say it so dark
[46:19]but full of light. That's how I feel about my grief journey. Yeah. I think I've done your second
[46:30]biggest band. There'll be a wrestling match after. But I love this question so much. I have a lot
[46:47]to say about it. But I've tried to make it succinct. When I read some people, I will see what I call
[46:56]soul cycles for them. I'll see. You never look at like a historical timeline. It's got like
[47:01]like the battle of this, the battle of that. I'm just transforming right. So it's like that. But the
[47:05]lines down are important like moments, decisions, and also soul cycles on their path. And sometimes
[47:12]I'll see that someone had been locked into a soul cycle. Let's just hypothetically say for like
[47:16]four years. Okay. So like from 21 to 25, right? That's four years. And I see a bar and sectioned off.
[47:24]And I'll have an understanding like that turned out to be a relationship that maybe they thought
[47:29]they were going to marry that person and then it ended and that the way that they've been looking at it
[47:33]was like that was a waste of four years. But I'll see no, no, no. That was a contract you had. Sometimes
[47:39]it's what I call a purple energy contract where you're the more of a soul. And you've been like,
[47:43]okay, before you come here, you're like, all right, I'll sign up to try and help your soul grow
[47:46]against your love for me and like my light, right? But then it feels like we're really stuck.
[47:50]You're never stuck. Everything that happens and I mean this is happening for your soul growth. You
[47:56]agreed to it, right? So I think a lot of times our own narrative. We're telling ourselves about
[48:04]what our success and failures were this lifetime is so long. I think that we sign up to help each
[48:11]other grow. I think we decide on some of the lessons we're meant to have now are some thrown
[48:16]in there because we're all interconnected in their spray well. Yes. But we all have soul cycles.
[48:22]We all have people we are meant to meet. We all have certain choices about what we want to do
[48:27]with some of those relationships. And here's one thing I want to say too that has been
[48:32]told to me so many times. So many times when people get divorced, that is the success of that
[48:38]relationship. Why you come together, you grew as much as you were supposed to and could. And now
[48:45]if you stay in that you're actually in a stuck swamp. Your soul's living in fear of leaving,
[48:51]leaving actually opens you up. This whole new beautiful path and that's actually your higher path
[48:57]and that's success. So I think the stories we tell ourselves about what we think of our successes
[49:02]and failures are very wrong. The success ones are right. The failures are not right. You don't have,
[49:07]that's not about failure. It's about growth. It's about maybe something you didn't even realize
[49:11]you were doing for someone else. There is such an intertwined light crit that goes on.
[49:19]So if you're somebody who like is thinking back or you're feeling stuck right now,
[49:23]please know there's a plan in all this. Please read down in your life too. I promise you there's
[49:31]light there that you didn't see. It's like going into a cave and mining for gems.
[49:37]Yeah. For do you think that as that humanity is getting closer to understanding that consciousness
[49:49]exists outside of our body? I'm going to answer that yes, but I would like to introduce everybody to
[49:54]Dr. Jane. Well, now it's not, but do you know? Yeah, it's good to mention it all. All right.
[50:00]The story where I walk to the principal, this is my principal.
[50:03]Oh!
[50:04]Oh!
[50:05]Thank you.
[50:06]Thank you.
[50:07]And I also want to say, every time there was a roadblock, my team of, like, put the most beautiful people in my place.
[50:14]When I went to a psychiatrist and confessed, I heard voices.
[50:17]He couldn't medicated me.
[50:18]And said, what are they saying?
[50:19]I'm a person's grandmother saying they're so happy that they'd be born and named up.
[50:22]And he was like, carry on.
[50:23]When I went to my phone, she said, you can't do this.
[50:26]No, no, no.
[50:27]We can fire you.
[50:28]She didn't.
[50:29]She's like, I'll talk to the superintendent for you.
[50:31]No problem.
[50:32]This is beautiful.
[50:33]Okay.
[50:34]So are we ready for them?
[50:36]I think yes.
[50:38]I absolutely think that.
[50:40]Are we ready for us?
[50:41]Are we ready to open to a new paradigm of belief about consciousness?
[50:47]Or are we going to stick to this materialistic paradigm?
[50:51]That's actually been blown to smithereens for, like, 100 years, right?
[50:55]I think we're ready.
[50:56]When podcasts like the telepathy tapes go to number one, we're ready.
[51:01]We are ready.
[51:02]And I'm excited for it.
[51:03]I'm here for it, literally.
[51:08]I also want to point out somebody else here.
[51:10]Margot, could you raise your hand?
[51:12]When you get to the chapter called Henry and Teddy.
[51:17]That is Teddy's mom.
[51:20]You'll know when you get there.
[51:23]You'll know when you get there.
[51:24]You'll know when you get there.
[51:25]You'll know when you get there.
[51:26]You'll know when you get there.
[51:27]That's a great question.
[51:28]Were you going to say that you didn't like the secret of secrets?
[51:36]The secret of food?
[51:37]Dan Brown's new book.
[51:38]Oh, and halfway in.
[51:39]Okay.
[51:40]It's all about consciousness.
[51:41]Yeah.
[51:42]And it's awesome.
[51:43]Oh, this is so great.
[51:44]It's really fun.
[51:45]And it's all about ions.
[51:46]Yeah, it's really great.
[51:47]Yeah.
[51:48]Yeah.
[51:49]It's really fun.
[51:50]I've always said we need somebody to come in and take all the on the way.
[51:52]you will research that the scientists have proven about consciousness in our existence.
[51:57]And put it into like normal language to show people that.
[52:00]And it's a thriller.
[52:01]It's so fun.
[52:02]Yeah.
[52:03]It's kind of a prempit.
[52:04]Yeah.
[52:05]You know.
[52:06]You know.
[52:07]In.
[52:08]At the time in this life.
[52:10]In your life.
[52:11]In your life.
[52:12]In your life.
[52:13]In your life.
[52:14]In your life.
[52:15]In your life.
[52:16]That's.
[52:17]That's such a thoughtful question.
[52:19]I think what you're really saying is like, how can we know?
[52:22]Right.
[52:23]I think ultimately when we cross over and do our life review, we see things in such a different way.
[52:29]That we recognize.
[52:31]Things that we've achieved that we had no idea of.
[52:34]But we're like, if I had only like two in more, I could have had a sense of this.
[52:38]Right.
[52:39]I think we absolutely know in our.
[52:41]Our physicality.
[52:42]When we're doing something up the light.
[52:45]We're at a fear and darkness.
[52:47]Right.
[52:48]We're actually paying attention like our physical body will help tell us.
[52:52]We'll get feelings.
[52:53]And I think we tend to disconnect from that as well.
[52:56]Like if you look at what we're living in right now, we're all on our phones.
[52:59]We're all like somewhere else.
[53:01]We're disconnecting from one another.
[53:03]We are so disconnected from nature.
[53:06]Your body is about 65 or more percent water.
[53:10]What do we know about the full moon in water?
[53:13]Can anybody tell me when the next full moon is?
[53:17]One person.
[53:18]We don't even know these things.
[53:20]What's the last time you went out on a nature lock?
[53:23]Recently, we are so disconnected from each other from nature from all of this that I think
[53:29]that we get disconnected from our knowing.
[53:33]And I think honoring this part of ourselves, knowing the door is there.
[53:37]Opening to the four players.
[53:39]Opening to the guidance.
[53:40]I think the most important thing each of us can do in this.
[53:44]Say, I am ready.
[53:46]I am open.
[53:47]Please guide me.
[53:48]You know, I say to the other side almost daily.
[53:51]Please use me as a vehicle of love and healing in this world.
[53:55]However, I can best be used.
[53:57]And then I trust in that.
[53:59]I'm having a bad day.
[54:00]Something goes wrong for me in the hearing now, which I'm not exempt from.
[54:04]And I will tell you this.
[54:05]My guys don't give me all the answers.
[54:06]They will literally say, like, no, you can't know that right now.
[54:09]And I respect it.
[54:10]Right?
[54:11]What do I do to get myself out of that energy good?
[54:13]I think of one thing I'm grateful for.
[54:15]So if you're struggling or you're not sure.
[54:18]Think of something you're grateful for.
[54:20]But I think it's about the relationship with yourself.
[54:22]I think the most important relationship we ever have is the one with ourself.
[54:26]But some of us are so distant from ourselves.
[54:29]And we just have to reopen to that and nurture that and be kind to ourselves.
[54:35]Yeah.
[54:36]So I'm going to give you this.
[54:37]It says, the secret path to a illuminated life.
[54:41]What is the illuminated life?
[54:43]What is an illuminated life?
[54:44]And what difference would it make if everybody had one?
[54:48]That's OK.
[54:49]So the question is, the self title is the secret path to an illuminated life.
[54:53]What is an illuminated life?
[54:55]And how would that change our world if we all had an illuminated path?
[55:00]So it's the knowing that you are guided even in the dark.
[55:05]I think that can make a profound difference.
[55:07]It's the knowing that you can ask to be guided that you can tap into that guidance
[55:12]because when you dive into this knowing,
[55:15]get back in touch with your highest self, your team of light,
[55:20]it will reframe things on your journey that you were thinking you were a failure.
[55:25]You will realize they were not.
[55:27]It will help you choose path of love, not fear, and no difference.
[55:33]Because sometimes that can be hard to discern.
[55:36]And here's the magic of it.
[55:38]You ever hear that phrase?
[55:39]When the tide comes in, all ships rise.
[55:43]That's when the illuminated life is all about.
[55:46]When we're on our highest path,
[55:50]it's not just about our journey.
[55:52]It's about all the people who are affecting.
[55:55]And there's no way you can measure that right now.
[55:58]You won't get the real answer to the across to the other side,
[56:01]but you can get an inkling.
[56:03]And that's what the book is about.
[56:05]This book came to me very differently.
[56:07]My first one, I got the download, the outline.
[56:10]It was written.
[56:11]Second one, download the outline in four hours.
[56:14]I knew exactly what each chapter was.
[56:16]This one was different.
[56:17]This one came very gently to be kind of like if we were sitting on the beach
[56:20]and often the tides come in and brings you seashell.
[56:23]Because like that.
[56:24]And my guides told me, you're going to be on this journey of writing this.
[56:28]And we're going to bring the people to you with their stories.
[56:30]And you're going to know who they are.
[56:32]You'll know.
[56:33]You'll feel the call.
[56:34]And you're going to include them.
[56:35]And that's what this book is.
[56:36]This is something about me reading for people.
[56:38]This is about people who opened their mind and heart to the guidance
[56:42]and how it transformed their lives.
[56:44]You know, when I used to teach high school English,
[56:46]we used to talk all the time about outer victories
[56:49]and outer deaths and inner reverts.
[56:52]We had that going on at all times.
[56:55]So when you get in that mindset,
[56:57]you just might find that what you were thinking was like wasted time
[57:01]in your life or that you're not in a good place.
[57:03]You might realize you're actually in a great place.
[57:06]You were just thinking about them all.
[57:09]Yeah.
[57:10]Thank you for that question.
[57:11]Yeah.
[57:12]I think everybody is on their own journeys.
[57:25]And I think that when people are angry,
[57:27]sometimes there's anger with it.
[57:29]You know, my friend, Glenn, that I mentioned,
[57:34]when her daughter was not even two years old,
[57:38]she died a brain cancer.
[57:41]And when said to me at one point shortly after,
[57:45]she's like, I know I get signed.
[57:49]I'm just too angry right now.
[57:51]Like I'm too angry.
[57:52]I can't.
[57:53]It's not enough for me.
[57:54]I want to hold her.
[57:56]And that took her a while to process.
[57:59]And I think that's a very normal reaction.
[58:03]And I think people have to be on their grief journeys at their own pace.
[58:08]What I can tell you is what I tell everyone, don't believe me.
[58:12]And you shouldn't, right?
[58:14]You should be a critical finger in the world.
[58:16]You should believe someone because they're like,
[58:18]hey, these are my experiences.
[58:20]This is what happened for me.
[58:21]And this is my truth.
[58:22]You should say that's interesting.
[58:24]That could be possible.
[58:25]I'm going to go on a journey myself.
[58:28]And I'm going to make a discovery if that's true for me.
[58:32]And the way to do that is by creating language of science.
[58:35]Because I'm going to tell you this.
[58:36]I've had people write to me.
[58:37]And they said, I read your book.
[58:39]I was really annoyed.
[58:41]I didn't want to ask for science because I don't want to be a fool
[58:44]and ask for science and not get it.
[58:46]Because then either I'm a fool for believing it.
[58:48]Or like, my team, like, doesn't care about me.
[58:50]Like I don't have one.
[58:52]Right?
[58:53]So I waited six months.
[58:54]But then I tried it.
[58:55]And oh my god, let me tell you which has happened.
[58:56]And that's how many of their science.
[58:58]But for six months, they lived in that darkness.
[59:00]Because what was really driving them fear?
[59:04]Grief and fear are very intertwined.
[59:06]I think the fear is I have lost this person.
[59:08]And I will never see them again.
[59:10]I will never hold them again.
[59:12]I think the ultimate fear is that the love has ended.
[59:16]And that is not the truth.
[59:18]And that's why when we go on these journeys of discovery,
[59:21]you don't have to believe it.
[59:22]Just test out the same thing.
[59:24]Your loved ones on the other side will get the science to you.
[59:29]So all I would say is give people space respect their journey,
[59:33]but encourage them to ask for science and specific ones.
[59:38]Because when they get it, it becomes a truth for them.
[59:42]And the grain and the back.
[59:43]And then we have time for that and one more.
[59:47]Go.
[59:52]I was wondering what is your mission?
[59:54]How do you see your mission?
[59:55]Or where have you seen that?
[59:57]When you want to get more to the people.
[60:00]Thank you for asking that.
[60:07]The overarching answer is that on the teacher in the world I happen to be a psychic medium.
[60:12]The second part of that answer is I want to help people understand the doorway within them to have this as a tool for how they're leading their lives.
[60:21]My deepest wish is for people to heal and to help one another and to start using their currency of
[60:28]kindness and empathy and love and gratitude and all those wonderful things that we sometimes distance ourselves from.
[60:35]And then another thing that's my goal is to mainstream this.
[60:38]To make it not like hit in the shadows or something to be laughed at.
[60:42]To come at it in a thoughtful way, explore it scientifically.
[60:46]I belong to different organizations.
[60:48]I volunteer for a great organization called Forever Family Foundation, which if you're not part of it,
[60:52]and membership is free, it's a nonprofit and any medium who ever does anything for them.
[60:56]We do it free of charge. We volunteer them grief retreats, they have a radio station, they have a newsletter.
[61:02]And then the other organization that I'm part of is Windbridge, which is the scientific research organization.
[61:07]They can test my brand. They can figure out how this works. I'm very invested to helping people in grief and also helping people learn how to access this and bringing science to it.
[61:17]So I feel like that's part of my mission.
[61:19]But in this what, you guys are all on this mission too. So we're all on this together.
[61:25]Okay.
[61:26]We'll do two more. In the corner and then here.
[61:29]Yeah.
[61:30]So the first thing you're going to do is declare the other side that you're open and ready.
[61:40]And if you haven't done it yet, just do it in the thoughts right now.
[61:43]I'm all in.
[61:45]The second thing is you're going to carve out some space for awareness.
[61:50]So you're going to go for a walk and see what you get.
[61:53]Before you go to sleep at night, you're going to save your team of life. Hey guys, monkey brains going off.
[61:58]You work with me to my, I would say offer up.
[62:02]You can call whatever you want directing your thoughts prior to be of service to others.
[62:07]I think that's a huge thing for us all here.
[62:10]I think that's always our highest path.
[62:12]And here's the most important thing.
[62:15]When you have a moment of spiritual connection, whatever it is, share it with others.
[62:20]Tell that story, put it online.
[62:23]Talk about it.
[62:24]That is the greatest way we can embrace that and send that knowing and openness into the world.
[62:30]Because what did we talk about?
[62:31]The more people that are open these ideas, the more they happen.
[62:35]The more the magic is created.
[62:39]All right, final question.
[62:41]Okay, thanks.
[62:42]Thank you so much for being here.
[62:46]So I'll repeat it for everyone too.
[62:50]That's how I hear that I recently.
[62:53]Like I'll say last Thursday,
[62:59]I discovered that my baby boys,
[63:03]were stuck eating in either of a six,
[63:07]a six weeks and a one day and a year before
[63:11]the same exact thing that happened in the last star.
[63:15]First boy, a three, six and five days.
[63:19]And, you know, I mean, I read signs
[63:23]and you do communicate with our oldest boy.
[63:27]Like, it's usually telling me words,
[63:31]but I think what I struggle with is my parents
[63:35]who are deeply like Catholic,
[63:38]but in a very old school,
[63:40]shame you way and they, you know,
[63:42]like say on how full things look like.
[63:45]You know, you try to play God.
[63:47]You just need to get that word.
[63:50]You know, this is his punishment.
[63:52]You didn't play it after something.
[63:54]Oh, God.
[63:56]I guess my question for you is like,
[64:00]how do you, you know,
[64:03]sit with your previous acknowledge
[64:05]that all of this is like in fact feeling shouldn't be.
[64:09]But, you know, also sort of
[64:13]try to take away the power of the fear of, you know,
[64:18]like, for example, like, you know,
[64:21]my parents say, stop like that
[64:23]or like, you know, like, like,
[64:26]like the attributing things
[64:28]to like the devil and like,
[64:31]trying to sort of guilt and shame.
[64:35]Mountain shame around loss.
[64:39]So the overarching question is about loss
[64:43]and I'll just repeat.
[64:45]You've lost two boys at 36 weeks in Europe.
[64:51]And this loss just happened last week.
[64:54]And her parents who are very happy.
[65:00]are saying this is because you did idea and you tried to play God, right? Or whatever. Whatever
[65:07]they're saying. You tried to play God or whatever you did. Oh, you didn't pray enough. Okay,
[65:13]whatever this is, they're saying this is on you and they're using guilt and shame.
[65:20]How do you manage in that time? I want to break this down and put you in. The first thing I have
[65:25]to tell you is I see you having two children. Just want to know that. The second thing I want to
[65:30]tell you is what I've been told by children on the other side who I say don't come here in the
[65:36]physical meaning they cross in utero. And what they tell me is oftentimes their soul just needed to
[65:43]feel unconditional up and they weren't meant to come here and have all like ups and downs and
[65:48]all that. They just needed this one lesson in unconditional love and it was completed in utero.
[65:54]And that's what I feel to both the boy. Now let's talk about the here and now and the things your
[66:00]parents are saying. We know what love feels like. We know what that is. We also know what fear sounds
[66:10]like. And I'm going to tell you what I'm getting is that your parents are actually still angry that
[66:17]they couldn't control this and save you that it's like punishing the victim because it made them
[66:23]feel they weren't in control so they had to make sense of it because they felt out of control
[66:28]and because they were actually hurting that you're hurting. But they're doing the exact opposite
[66:32]of what they should. Why? They're not processing their feelings in a healthy way. And so they're
[66:39]vomiting them up on you who deserve love and support. And I'm going to tell you right now you know
[66:46]what they're saying is not true. But I don't think talking to them right now when they're
[66:52]raging in their own anger is going to make any difference. I think you need to protect yourself.
[66:59]And I think when you get quiet you know that it's not the truth at all. I think sometimes
[67:06]we are very much needing to protect our own light. And we have to set boundaries. And that is not
[67:15]about fear or anger anything. It's about honoring and loving our soul, our life. And I think right
[67:22]now you need to honor your light and set whatever boundary you need to to protect that as you go through
[67:31]your grief. But I know you are so beloved. Were you put in name the second song part of the first
[67:42]son's name or something? You understand? Like that's what I've been told. They love you so much. And
[67:48]they're like yes we just needed to feel loved. But there are two more children. And April's going to
[67:58]be important. I'm not supposed to be reading the question. Oh.
[68:28]I will also say I'm going to tell you this. But children on the other side tell me too.
[68:46]Is that they choose their parents and their parents choose them. And that when a child crosses
[68:52]whether it's in utero or before a parent does. Because that parent loves so much on the other side.
[68:59]They said I will take whatever time I can get with you. If my love will help you I will love you
[69:05]no matter what that means for you in the fair enough. Because in the end I think when we're over there
[69:10]we're like we're all going to end up there anyway. It'll be fine. We forget how hard it is here too.
[69:15]But I do know that. And I think that if you take a moment you can feel all the love in its room.
[69:24]Like I think we can feel how interconnected we are. And I hope you're feeling all the love being
[69:31]that you are. So just for being so vulnerable to share that with us all. So we could love you.
[69:44]Thank you.
[69:52]Nice to meet you for everyone and thank you for an amazing night. We are so grateful to you for watching.
[69:58]Thank you so much.
[70:00]Thank you.
[70:01]Thank you.
[70:02]Thank you.
[70:03]And also we have sold out for both awards, but we have more releases.
[70:10]And I think that's a testament to how powerful her message is that we have any more.
[70:15]But if I'd like to place an order with us, we will have her if she can we do so.
[70:21]I'm some footplate spread.
[70:22]And we can put them in the book for you.
[70:25]And then if you do have one, you'd like to get it signed.
[70:28]And we can just kind of start a little line down the middle.
[70:31]Or photos.
[70:32]And I wonder if you want to see what you're doing.
[70:35]I just want to pay homage to Elise.
[70:38]You notice her cover in line.
[70:40]And you see the inspiration.
[70:42]She's a force.
[70:45]Here.